ok.... now it is 3.40am,thursday. i am now in my brother's room.why? cause i have been chased out of my throne,my room. why? cause i reached home at midnight just now. HAix.. sian, now i have to resort to using my mum's laptop,hack into her account and use the internet. LOLx.. anyways, today i spent the day with the xiaoclan aka me and younger godsis, cl,ying and kel. well, we spent the first part of the day playing pool at paradigm. sian, we practically spent the whole day at dhoby ghaut. LOLx.. today i am kinda disappointed in myself. in pool la.. i dunno why i lost almost every single match. i think i shld blame myself for being either too overconfident or maybe i let too much? oh well, i dunno la. it sucks losing.it is not whether i get the fun of the game anot or whether all the care about it winning or losing. wat i mostly care about is my performance and frankly speaking, i am utterly disappointed in it. but nvm la, i got many more chances to improve since the hol is just like days away. LOLx.. i also have to admit my meis are improving super alot too.. oh well... like brother like sister i presume. fuck, today aint a smooth day for me. i nearly died due to the lack of cigs. i need reds... fuck, good thing ying they all have super menthol light. disgusting but can help me sastify my crave for awhile.imagine my joy when i suddenly spot a red smoker and successfully get a stick from tt guy.hahAx.
now i dunno why i am listening to emo songs.. hAix...i have decided to let go of the past la.. i wanna really start fresh from now on.. i mean, there are more girls out there..LOLx.. fuck, i am going crazy i think.. imagine me listening to emo songs and agreeing with the lyrics. so unlike me. kk... i think i wanna go and explore other places in the net now. for yap and junde's info, i aint surfing porn. today no mood. LOLx.. peace to all readers except a few bastards out there.
posted @ 3:46 AM
