HEY!!i came across this pic of my dear when i look thru her pics in my computer. found tt she look SUPER CUTE in this pic.. so liddat lor.
hahAx.
middle of the night chest pain.. cb... cant go skl today.
which is kind of a good thing i guess.
i supposed to go for learning journey today.
anw, skl or not, i dun intend to attend it.
and i skipped PE and assembly.
YAY!!!~
i spent the whole of the afternoon in kelly's block with my dear dear.
talk, lame around...etc.
i had a very meaningful and fun time with her.
hahAx, every moment with her is precious.
i cant wait to see her again.
which i guess is most prob tml.
((:
I REALLY REALLY LOVE HER.
ADDICTED TO HER ALR.
*more jialet den getting addicted to cigs*
posted @ 10:42 PM
sunday was a moody day.
everything is fading to black.
rolling darkness taking over.
tears fall whenever he is alone.
eyes glistening red when he thinks of her.
walking aimlessly around with a blank face.
cheer up daniel, my fren, my brother.
((:
posted @ 11:38 AM
today i met my dear dear at noon.
i was running late.
my dear dear went for a walk near our meeting place.
den when my cab reached, she kinda got a feeling i reached and she walked over and we met.
cool right?
LOLx..
after meeting her, i went with her to kovan.
had macs at the void deck.
we were about to do hmk when her father called.
SIAN~
apparently, her relative saw us together today and he demanded her to get home asap.
so much for doing hmk.
anw, this matter is resolved.
i den went to bishan and meet ben.
fuck, alot of guai lan kias there.
i den pia cab to orchard to meet my frens.
today very crowded in paradigm.
hAix, no mood la..
i wish she will b right beside me every moment, except whe i go toilet la...LOLx.
hope my days with her will continue to b brighter
=D
I LOVE U.
U ARE MY LIFE,DEAR.
posted @ 9:40 PM
today i kena detention again.
seems that the teachers find giving out detention slips a game liddat.
CCB~
damned cb lei..this kinda teachers.get a life la...
today i went to skl late.
but raining, so the teacher in charge have no choice but to let me off.
today i had spelling.
OMG.... so old alr still have spelling,.
i only got 1/10.
nnb, must copy one chapter of chinese.
anw...
recess time very fun.
it seems tt i found a new hobby.
which is making fun of china bastards.
cb... the china fucker who get in my path will nv see the last of me.
i will drill him everyday de.
so china bastards out there, i am ur worst nightmare
((:
my classmates very funny... follow me to make fun of that fucker..
CHEN LI QI..
fucking dog name la...
today my dear dear finally get to meet my baby brother.
quite disasterous..
but nvm la..
went with my parents for shopping..
i only bought a levi's jeans so far...
the shopping will comtinue soon.
I LOVE MY DEAR DEAR.
SEE U TML.
posted @ 12:13 AM
HEY!!
finally i am back in action after 3 days of silence.
i cant believe i survived without my computer for 3 days.
LOLx.
ok..lets talk about monday.
MONDAYi woke up at like around 11am?
i rembr i woke up cause my dear dear called my house.
i think she was having her recess.
anyways, i was dreaming about her and the dream suddenly change to me talking to one stranger. den when i answered her call, i still blur blur den i asked "who are u?"
my dear dear very funny.. replied "ur mother"...i heard alot of laughter in the background.
i had successfully made a fool out of myself.
i actually wanted to go and buy an mc.
but fuck... laziness truimphed over me.
bobian...cant b bothered also.. HECK LA~
i den went down to potong pasir to help my brother.
i went down to macs and i saw alot of saints there.
chinese,muds,ah poo neh neh and babu singhs all there.
and i saw darwin(the target) and his group of pathetic looking and useless frens.
knn, i chiong cab down and i had a spanner in my back pocket.
SPANNER LEI...kena caught dunno wtf will happen to me.
anw, i waited for tw,jonas and ben to come from skl.
den tw siao one la..
take the spanner go and talk to one guy.
the guy was not even darwin.
OMG...he talked to the wrong guy and the poor fat boy just "uh, uh, uh"
LOLx..
worst thing still, st.andrew's DM drove past and saw tw with the spanner.
we den walked to the coffeeshop to get a drink.
my brother's fren siao one la..
he called 3 upper sec and den dunno around 20 over ppl come down.
cb. i recognised a few of my pri.skl frens.
when we were in the coffeeshop, tat siao gina call his frens to come down..cb, all carry parang and spanner and assorted kinds of weapons.
st andrew's alot of baotoh kias...
only noe how to call teacher.
cb kias.
that day really waste my time la..
the prob solved easily after a talk with darwin.
my dear dear and kelly came down to meet us.
hahAx, after this worthless prob, jasmine and i went to sengkang.
had a very fun time there.
LOLx..
fun but pain....
((:
TUESDAYi went to skl.
my DM damned kind to me cause i told him i could not attend skl on monday cause i had family probs.
i rembr i had iCAN on that day.
den i chiong home den go serangoon and meet my dear dear. i had only around 1 hour with her.
went to talk with kelly and ourselves.
my brother tt day kena interrogated by his DM.
aiya, the most only caning nia.
i mean, got alot of ppl there.
SO WAT?
ppl bring weapons.
SO WAT AGAIN?
no one kena whacked or injured.
the most if become police case only kena warning..
worst come to worst kena probation nia.
haiyo...
esp darwin... so scared....
dunno la...
for me,
once i do a certain offence, i am always ready to accept the consequences.
WEDNESDAY aka TODAYok... lets see...
wat happened today....
oh yeah..rembr liao.
i reach skl late as usual..
KNN, kena gan by my DM
he said my pants were not appropiate,
my hair was all fluffed up,
my nails not cut,
my socks were unacceptable,
i was not wearing a watch...
and i was late so far as i report to him everyday.
cb...after his lectures, my vp talked to me for one whole period.
counselled me about my life and goals in skl.
i was falling asleep.
seriously....
den today very dangerous.
i smoked in skl during recess with my frens.
den KNN, i have to hide the cig box in my boxers.
hAix...
i went to the toilet during one lesson and my DM was outside my classroom with a cane.
he asked us for the reply slip for iCAN.
oops... hahAx, i just rembr it..ok...i go sign it later..
HENG AR...suddenly rembr about this,..
anw, back to my story...
my cig box was still in my boxers and my handphone was in my pocket.
he scold me for awhile and i slanted my pants so as to block the bulge coming from the handphone..nv tio caught.
HENG...
after skl, he ask me to report to him.
I DUNNID TO CUT MY HAIR LE!!! AS LONG AS I FLATTEN IT CAN ALR..
ok... i think i going to gel my hair tml...
the old fashion hair style...
><
after skl, i went home and went out again to meet my dear dear.
spent quality time with her.
LOLx..
den i went back home and met BEN in serangoon again.
fuck... my computer full of probs..
send to him for repair..last min the "troublemaker"got prob again.
anw... hopefully it will b repaired soon.den after talking to BEN, jasmine finished her tution and met me for a brief 10 mins.she look so cute in her home clothes.
hahAx
ok..i am very tired le..this is a fucking long post.
I LOVE U DEAR.
SEE U TML.
MUACKS!!
((:
posted @ 11:56 PM
ATTN: MARIS STELLA HIGH
GERARD WONG
3J
NO SKL ON MONDAY
(cant be bothered to go)
=D
REASONS FOR ABSENCE
1: i dun wanna attend assembly(sit down,very hot)
2: i pon detention on friday(confirm kena DM tml)
3: i dun wanna attend detention on monday
4: i dun wanna attend retainee talk until 5pm
5: my brother kena taiji at potong pasir macs at 2pm. must go help.
6: i wanna go out with my dear dear.
7: i wanna sleep more
8: i havent done my hmk
9: leg pain
10:chest pain
11: butt pain
12: etc...
yes!!! no skl for me tml.
really lor...i think i have sufficient grounds as stated above in order to skip skl.
ok..lets talk about today.
daniel came to my house with his wife.
his beautiful les paul black beauty
in case u are wondering wtf is tt,
it is a guitar.
we went to church and attended the service..
hungry halfway, went out to had lunch,den we had cell after the service.
we went to PS to walk around and play pool.
today very sian.
REALLY~
I LOVE U DEAR.
I REALLY REALLY CANT WAIT TO SEE U TML.
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH U.
=D
SEE U TML!!
posted @ 11:40 PM
today i woke up feeling bored.
nowhere to go firstly, i dun wanna rot at home, most of my frens going DXO.
hAix,
secondly, i miss my dear dear alot. even though i just met her ytd.
LOLx..
no phone really very mafan.
cause i have probs contacting my dear.
i managed to get JJ to meet up with me for a game of pool.
we went to geylang first as we wanted to buy cigs.
FUCK.
cross the road tt time it was drizzling.
and before we know it, it started to become a downpour.
OMG.... we failed to find the illegal cigs.
siAnx... feel like kicking ourselves.
JJ even asked one prostitute whether she knows where else sell fake cigs.
she said geylang tio raided by police recently..no one dare to sell now.
den she said we better be careful as got some policemen pretend to sell u cigs den catch u.
after saying all this, she asked JJ whether he wanna go in for a massage.
one hour 40 bucks, half an hour 20 bucks.
SIAO.
we den chiong to the mrt to take train to ps.
we met until TW.
wat a fucking coincidence.
hahAx, he said he is going to his ahma's home cause he is staying there now.
my day completely turned to the better when my dear dear msg me and said she is going to PS.
wah... damned happy....!!
we three waited at the bus stop for a cab.
cb... none of the cab came for us.
finally we saw a vacant cab and we walked out into the rain to flag it.
ccb... the cab bochup us.
KNN... we stood there like idiots waiting for a cab.
in the end...whole body wet, even boxers.
=D
went to tw's ahma house... i changed into tw's tightfit polo tee.
den we chiong to ps.
saw my dear dear~
my heart leapt for joy.
hahAx, i hang out with her,pei and tee.
walked around and chatted.
we den went to serangoon gardens to have chicken rice..
alot of ppl....
nnb, we went to eat macs instead.
laughed alot there.
hahAx, den i walked my dear home.
hope to see her asap, if not, sooner.
=D
I LOVE U,LOVE U,LOVE U DEAR,
GOOD LUCK FOR UR MATCH AGAINST RGS
SEE YA SOON!!
((:
posted @ 1:05 AM
i am back after 2 days of silence in my blog.
i now suffer from two inconvienience.
first thing is i now have NO PHONE!!
fuck.. this is a severe matter..
i cant contact my dear dear easily.
ccb, now waiting for my phone to b serviced which will take a week den my father will change a phone and get a line for me.
second thing is MY COMPUTER IS DOWN!!
computers play an important role in my life too.
but for now, computer aint tt impt.
mediums for communication are impt for me and my dear now.
but i still need the computer to blog right?
LOLx.
most impt is having a hp.
super super impt!!
now i am at home waiting for the time to go by.
very bored at home~
i need to go out soon otherwise i think i will b dead.
furthermore, my dear dear is enjoying herself with her frens in NAPoly.
i miss her now.
LOLx..but not bad la.. i met her for three days in a row.
wednesday, thursday and friday.
ytd was friday.
i met her in serangoon mrt.
we went to ps for a walk.
had kfc first.
den we went to the stairs to sit.
talked alot, shared wat happen this week.
time flew fast.usually we only had maximum 1 to 1 and a half hours to talk. ytd we talked in details.hahAx
even though the time we have together is limited.
but i enjoy every moment of her company.
she is part of me((:
I HOPE TO SEE MY DEAR DEAR SOON.
I LOVE U LOTS!!
((:
posted @ 1:23 PM
today i dropped ten bucks in the cab as i pia cab to skl.
sian..tml i have to reach skl by 7.30.
my DM gave me last warning.
anyway,
today is a shitty day.
fuck, my eyes keep closing. i dozed off many times in class today.
anw.
after skl today, i was minding my own business and happily walking down the slope to the bus stop with weijun,junde and yap.
NNB. GUESS WAT HAPPENED?!
my DM drove down the slope, open his bloody window, stuck his fucking head out and said "gerard and junde. report at 3.30 for iCan."
all this shit cause our shirts were tucked out.
damned lucky.
i think i can go bet 4D le..
knn.
during iCan( for those who dunno wat the fuck is iCan. it is our skl's name for detention class...copy apple company.ccb), my DM asked me where my bag was.
i said it was in my fren's home. he asked me to report for iCan again tml.
liddat also can.
anw, i am not going for iCan.
going out with my dear.
i am prepared for the consequences.
=D
I LOVE U DEAR.
SEE U TML
:D
posted @ 9:30 PM
lets post about ytd.
ytd, i was late for skl as i was damned freaking tired.
cb, when i went up to the general office to report tt i was late,
i met my DM there. siao liao.
LOLx..
he asked me to report to iCan.
iCan is the name of our detention class.
wtf?!
copy apple.inc ar?
stupid lameasses.
anw, my detention class teacher in charge is one PE teacher tt have a CHEEBYE ATTITUDE,CHEEBYE BIN,CHEEBYE SIALAN KIA.
he damned action.
think he my DM, keep sialan everyone.
fucking cb face,FUCK OFF LA.
damned hot ar...when think about it.
knn...i abit sick ma... got slight coughing,
i spat my spit into the dustbin..
somemore my spit went all the way to the bottom and i did it quietly.
and that son of a bitch asked me why i spit in the dustbin.
i replied " dun spit into dustbin den spit at floor meh?"
he asked me why i dun spit in the toilet.
u think i wanna walk that far?
KNN~
he asked me to clear the dustbin.
i said " let the cleaners do it"
he shouted back " who u think u are?"
i was thinking " i am a bigger fuck den u".
LOLx..
in the end, i threw the trash bag away, got a drink and washed my hands..wasted 10 mins of detention.
=D
today, i chiong cab to skl as i dont wanna attend another iCan session again.
i was 5 mins early.
but my DM was alr over there waiting for me in the porch.
he took out my ear stick and asked me why i did not report to him.
he got ask me to report to him meh?
anw, he scolded me quite alot and asked me to report to him daily at 7.30am outside his office.
today i felt sleepy.
and i missed my dear dear.
but fate brought us together.
i intended to meet her after her training.
as i was about to go home, i called her and found out she was going to the prata stall.
LOLx, i chiong cab there.
i was damned happy to see her.
today my dear dear was super generous in her bites.
=.="
after sb, i chiong cab to meet her again.
today turned out to be a great day after all.
now she is having tution.... i am thinking of joining her as well.
((:
I LOVE U DEAR!!!!
<3<3<3
posted @ 9:00 PM
today is a sibei tiring day.
i woke up today and the weather was damned cold.
keep shivering.
today PE lessons very childish.play frisbee....zzz.
of all the activities must play until frisbee?!
suey...
after skl i supposed to stay behind for the retainee talk until five.
i bluff my teachers tt i have to go home take care of my baby brother as my mother going out.
i even took the trouble to call my father in case my teachers wanna call him to double confirm with him. idiots, waste my time, they did not call at all.
my dear dear have SB match today.
rain until quit jialet.
dunno how they play.
damned stupid, now the weather crazy still host matches.later all the players fall sick ar.
i read the newspapers today.
apparently, msia is suffering from a flood.
hope tt wont happen to singapore.
LOLx.
it happen in johor.
quite close to singapore.
stupid rain.
i dun mind hot weather,
but rainy weather very cb.
i style my ""already not nice hair cause my tail kena chopped off"" hair and the rain messes it up.knn.
after skl, i went to meet guanyong,jj,damien,edward in paradigm.
played pool den went to bugis as jj's gf was there.
hanged around there for like 15mins and i left to serangoon.
fucking mrt very smelly, alot of banglas.
today damned suey,
handphone spoil. computer also spoil.nnb.
i met ben,jasmine's brother, in serangoon.
hahAx, at first i purposely walked in circles to check if got ppl wanna backstab me or wat.
surprisingly, he turned out to b a nice guy.
LOLx, chatted with him for an hour and a half about our lives and interests.
and........
i shared a pack of cigs with him.
SORRY DEAR.
I PROMISE THIS KINDA THINGS WONT EVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
I PROMISE NOT TO SMOKE FOR A MONTH, OR MORE.
PLS FORGIVE ME!!!
at least i am honest
((:
hahAx, i hope to see her soon.
missing her terribly.
very tired now. gtg sleep soon.
I LOVE U DEAR
FORGIVE ME K?
SORRY!!
LOLx..
posted @ 10:58 PM
today i spent my afternoon in the church.
had lunch with my brother.
it was raining heavily and daniel being my bro, brought an umbrella for us .
after church, daniel,gerald and i went to play lan at speedy.
very boring.
we lost.
daniel and i then went to walk around in ps.
we spent around 2 hours walking here and there.
in ps, i keep thinking of her.
many of our happy memories happen in ps.
LOlx..
sian, now she is being grounded.
zzz
hope to see her soon.
i will stand firm in my decision dear,
i will never leave u.
lets go thru this shit together
((:
i love u.
posted @ 10:14 PM
this afternoon as i left my home,
i was in a rushy and restless mood.
saw a bangla smoking, he was fake smoking, and it was so bloody obvious.
i laugh silently, and he saw it.
he pushed me and talked fiercely to me in his bangla language and he wanted to punch me.
siao, i punched him instead. den i walked to the mrt station.
today i dunno why, but i can feel my dear seems troubled.
i cant exactly point it out but i can sense it.
anw, i hope the matter have alr past.
today i bought a long tee from ip.zone.
my dear dear helped me choose it,size and color.
thanks dear, hahAx.
i am also worried about her,
worried about her sklwork, probs at home, and the stress from everything.
complicating...
LOLx.
hope to hear from her asap,
her parents fetched her home abruptly.
over protective i guess.
hAix....
just now in jooseng,
we(guanyong,junde,tw,damien,jj,desmond and shannon) sat down for clarifications.
we discuss about the down side about everyone..
well, they pointed out about my bad points.
my attitude,money management,anger management,school management.
seems like i have alot to do to improve myself.
esp school.
i am seriously bored by skl.
bobian, die die must score a decent grade.
thanks brothers for the talk.
I LOVE U DEAR.
SORRY FOR ANYTHING I DID TO OFFEND U(if there is any,=D)
SEE U SOON.
((:
posted @ 12:52 AM
i am starting to fall sick.
dunno whether is it because of the weather?
or izzit because i share drinks with junde and junjie who are already sick?
or izzit because i have irregular sleeping patterns.
i am having a fucking headache now, plus i am feelin feverish.
today i slept on my bed.
finally...LOLx..
the result was tt i reach school at 10.40.
kena kpkb by my DM and other teachers.
today super energetic.
cant fall asleep in class.
LOlx..
today after skl, i went to jooseng to bathe in junde's home.
den we went to play snooker/pool in beach road.
now at home, i miss her terribly,
nvm, i will b seeing her tml.
((:
she msned me.
but WTF, i was resting on my bed...
nv see until her msgs..
idiot idiot idiot.
today is a special day.
HAPPY ONE MONTH of being together.
i love u dear, i always will.
u are my life, my all.
see ya tml dear.
=D
posted @ 10:49 PM
posted @ 11:18 PM
I AM FINALLY BACK HOME after 18 days out.
i reached home and apologized to my mother.
she is still affected by
wat i had done..
afterall, i have to admit, i was rather harsh with my words and rough in my actions.
oh well, i started off my day by sleeping my 4 periods off.
very tired.
today it keeps raining..
zzz...
today something funny happen,
since it was raining, i had no way to get home without being drenched..
as i pondered and stoned in the porch, one guy offered me a lift home.
he is my classmate!
wtf?!!
i
didnt noe tt..
i can swear i
nv see him b4.
i guess i very
lethargic in class.
and his mama fetched me to the bus stop in joo seng.
up till now, i didnt noe his damned name.
LOLx.
today raining, and my dear still have to have her softball trainings.
wtf.
so chiong ar?
anw, i am happy tt i am home..
i got the sense of belonging again.
hahAx, and i get to see my baby brother again.
=D
LOVE U DEAR,
SEE U ON SAT.
((:
posted @ 9:58 PM
i think i am getting to used to the hellpit u can call a school.
today i kept dozing off during lessons.
but in the end, nv manage to fall asleep.
tts a good sign i guess.
anw, today my father came to skl to see my DM.
cb, nv come look for me and give me money..
zzz
i will b going home tml.
i am so excited.
LOlx..
yada yada~
i met my dear today.
very very happy to see her.
nowadays i can hardly get to see her.
skl,parents,softball...
wat a stressing life.
i must treasure my time with her((:
hope to see her soon.
as usual, i hate to part with her..
makes me emo.
=.="
dunno wat is in store for me tml.
i love u dear.
all the best for everything u do.
=D
posted @ 11:11 PM
today i went to school tired.
skl is really tiring me out.
somemore, today is the most jialat day. 3.30pm finish.
wtf?!
anw, today i spend 4 periods before recess sleeping and 2 periods after recess sleeping..
only during social studies onwards did i started to concentrate.
hAix, i not used to school..
everyday i go skl it will sap my energy.
fuck, my hair is unacceptable in skl..
so mafan..
i go cut botak la..
just kidding..
i think i will finally go back home in a few days time..
my mother is not angry with me anymore and tt is a good thing i guess..
since xmas, kena kick out of the house until now.
2006 xmas and new year sucks.
actually, my xmas was great.. xmas morning was great.. but new year really really sucks.
oh yeah, i cant wait to attend skl tml..
yeah right.
always loving u.
=D
posted @ 8:36 PM
today is a very screwed up day.
i had no tie,badge ,nametag..
sians..
my DM today kpkb.
threaten to send me to boy's home..
wtf...as if it is ever gonna happen.
he said he can charge me for beyond parental control.
LOLx, talking about my home, i kinda miss my baby brother alot.
after skl, i met my dear and we went to vivo.
had carl's junior..damned nice..
my tail was cut off today by my dear...bobian, i dun wanna waste money to get a haircut...
might as well ask her to chop it off for me, afterall, hair can b grown back..and now my skl getting stricter with this kinda shit.
we watched deathnote2..
some parts quite boring as the show is mainly about using the deathnote to kill many ppl..
but the plot not bad...
alot of unexpected twists in the movie..
but overall, i think it is abit sian...
LOLx..
nevertheless, i still enjoyed myself..
time is precious, esp when i am with my dear..
our 4++ hours flew by in a flash..
when we part, tts the hardest part.
hope to c my dear dear soon.
I LOVE U
today say goodbye to her is really unbearable..
all the best for ur softball tml.
take care((:
posted @ 11:46 PM
today i sleep until sibei song.
i am supposed to go over to my grandparents' place today.
my cousins and their parents treated me to lunch today.
damned shiok.
we den went over to my grand's home in tiong bahru.
i havent been there for about 2 years?
LOlx.
due to some stupid adult family conflict.
my younger cousins all forgotten me liao.
cb.
anw, we went to orchard to walk around..
stay in my grand's home abit boring.
me and kwan went to walk off in our own.
play computer in cineleisure.
and i miss her alot.
i rembr the times i fetch her home from work.
and how i walk with her to the bus stop in far east.
if time can b reversed.
LOlx.
if she can b as free as last time.
if she wasnt caught and grounded by her parents.
anw, today i spent one whole day messaging her.
at least we still have a medium to communicate..otherwise i confirm die missing her.
LOlx.
i also miss my two brothers, esp my baby brother..hAix,i now lose everything.
except HER.....
not bad la... i still have HER and my brothers.
ok.. getting abit emo here.
hahAx, cant wait to see her soon.
I LOVE U DEAR,
SEE U SOON.
U ARE ALL I HAVE NOW,really.
LOlx.
((:
posted @ 11:37 PM
today i spent the whole day with my dear dear.
i had a hard time waking up this morning.
anw...i managed to meet her on time..i guess...
jasmine's mother very " "
apparently, she does not trust her daughter and keep chasing her.
wtf...liddat how is my dear dear supposed to shop in peace..
hAix...
went to tp...
met lina and her bf..
went to a park..
den went home..
my dear dear like to peek at ppl..
LOLx..
now very tired..
and i pon my retainee talk today..
fuck... i nv cut my hair also..
monday dunno whether shld i go to skl anot.
and i miss her terribly now..
i have learnt to treasure every moment with her now.
ok..
gtg...very tired.
I LOVE U DEAR,
SEE U ON MONDAY.
DUN GET CHOPPPED INTO PIECES AT HOME.
=D
posted @ 1:54 AM
today was my first day of school.
i woke up at six.
OMG...
i cant believe it either... me getting up at 6 in the morning.
anyway, i made my way to skl with no bag...met jieying and i pass her my phone so she can keep it for me. i nearly forgotten to remove my ear studs/ring..
anw...today when i stepped into my class..
the whole class like kena stunned to see me..
LOlx.. i ghost ar?
anw, my vp and my dm spoke to me this morning..they super frenly.. they say if i need money or any help i must let them noe.. if i need a home to stay in, they will let me stay over in their house..
wtf..die also dun want lor..knn...
after skl, i went out with wayne,shannon and gerald b4 making my way to paradigm.
i seriously did not expect to meet my dear dear today but i DID.
LOlx, i met her for dinner in kovan's sin wang hong kong cafe.
i enjoyed dinner with her..but we were abit jumpy as we scared her parents backstab us.
hahAx,we abit paranoid but it is better to b safe than sorry.
afterall, i am a person who prefer to stay cautious all the time..it saved me many times.
i cant wait to see my dear dear later at around 12?
ok...gonna sleep now..
I LOVE U DEAR DEAR.
=D
U SO LONG NV VIEW OR TAG MY BLOG LE.
posted @ 2:32 AM
i am very happy to see my dear dear today.
and i feel much safer typing my post out as i changed my blog address.
gerard--jasmine.blogspot.com
nice right?
LOlx..
today i met my dear in the usual place. for safety reasons, i will not say out where is that place.
i feel ALIVE when i am with her.
she is part of me.
we went to JS.
had lunch and p[layed basketball.. wtf..
actually dun feel like playing, but since junde wants to den let him b lor.
today i found out tt jonas and kelly stead thing have spread to a high extent in maris stella.
i also found out that my dear old DM is looking for me.
fuck...
how the fuck u expect me to go to skl?
i have no skl shoes..
wear slippers meh?
i also have no uniform..
i wear jeans and a t shirt go ar?
nabu siao.
nevertheless, i am a smart boi.
i can get my resources easily and calmly..
LOLx.. =.=
today i had a fun day with my dear dear.
seriously, every second with her is very precious as i dun have much time to b with her after the stupid incident.
KNN.
think about it very dulan.
i now have a shitload of probs to settle and worry about.
hAix...
wat a complicating life i am living now.
no matter wat, i still have her.
so i can say, i am sastified.
for now...
=D
I LOVE U DEAR,
SEE U ON SAT=D
posted @ 8:21 PM
i am damned happy now.
i got her pics, a few bites.
=D
and my hair is black now... not as black as
junde's hair but black nevertheless.
today i spent my day snooping around.
seriously... i think today is like a high-thrill escapade with her.
anw... i controlled my tears when i saw her.
LOLx..
nearly choked.
the feeling of being reunited is simply wonderful.
10/10 feeling.
LOLx..
seriously, first time i felt really happy in this few days..
i can finally stop being the emo kid.
listening to toyko drift now.
nice song.. my spirits are soaring now.
i guess i wont b drinking tonight.
today i found out a wonderful truth about kelly and jonas.
omg... everyone in the xiaoclan is attached.
happy family...yada yada...happily ever after.
and there is this treaty called "MERGER OF XIAOCLAN AND QILOUBANG"
not bad, expansion.... more frens..more brothers...or sisters...for that matter.
today is a happy day.in fact, i think i can pop champagne any time..
so much for the no drinking tonight.
LOLx.
ok... i am happy now...
and there will b a few crazy idiots reading this post..so,gerard, stop crapping.
yada yada..
I LOVE U
I WONT GIVE UP ON U.
=D
posted @ 1:09 AM
my tears finally stop falling.
REUNITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted @ 1:00 AM
this new year is the worst i ever had.
i did not see the "newness"..
all i felt was sadness and a deep yearning for someone.
her.
our relationship was discovered and rejected by her parents.
i was full of worry and bitterness when i was with my brothers in joo seng bbqing.
wtf... first time i felt so low in my life...
first time i cried over a girl..
she shld have been by my side but due to unforseen circumstances, my dreams of having a happy new year with her was shattered..
fuck...
i keep thinking of her... tears automatically fall whenever i think of her.
places i been with her start to come back to my mind..
hAix...sibei sian...
so much for the happy new year.
but i wont give up dear..
in fact, i will use this incident to cherish u more.
i love u, and i will never forsake u.
hope to see u now... if not, soon.
((:
posted @ 4:37 AM
