this new year is the worst i ever had.
i did not see the "newness"..
all i felt was sadness and a deep yearning for someone.
her.
our relationship was discovered and rejected by her parents.
i was full of worry and bitterness when i was with my brothers in joo seng bbqing.
wtf... first time i felt so low in my life...
first time i cried over a girl..
she shld have been by my side but due to unforseen circumstances, my dreams of having a happy new year with her was shattered..
fuck...
i keep thinking of her... tears automatically fall whenever i think of her.
places i been with her start to come back to my mind..
hAix...sibei sian...
so much for the happy new year.
but i wont give up dear..
in fact, i will use this incident to cherish u more.
i love u, and i will never forsake u.
hope to see u now... if not, soon.
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posted @ 4:37 AM
