Gerard&Jasmine








Abel
Anders
Clara
Gina
Glande
Jasreen
Jasmine
Junjie
Justin
Jia Ling
Lynn
Kelly
Kenneth
Kewei
Kwan
Nawal
Tze Wei
Lina
My Hidden Past




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today i went to skl EARLY again.
all credit goes to my dear.
wake me up early in the morning=D

anw, today when i reached skl, i felt tired as usual and immediately entered deep slumber.
LOLx.
when i woke up, i was in a irritated mood.
i had to wake up to do my chemistry test.
my DM was looking into my class tts why my cl;assmates suddenly diam diam.
i walked out of the class to go to the toilet,ignoring my DM.
as i walked out of the toilet, he was outside waiting for me.
he asked me alot of stupid qns la.
like
" why is ur hair still brown?"
" why ur nails all short except ur thumbnails?"

=.="
i realised tt i everyday kena by him i will b under the sunlight, thus, allowing him to catch my hair color. CB LA!!

after skl, i went to PS with my dear.
had kfc for lunch b4 walking around.
hahAx.


today the highlight of the day is when i talked to her on the phone after her tution.
i can still remember the exact tone and words she said.
the magical three words....
1st time someone say it to me thru voice.
happy tears form when she said it.

" i got something to tell u"
"wat?"
"i love u"



PERFECT.
I LOVE U LOTS JASMINE!!!
SEE U TML DEAR.
posted @ 10:51 PM



SATURDAY
went to lina's house with my dear dear,phy,limtee,peiling. played blackjack and won a nice amount of money.
that day sucked la.
had a misunderstanding with my dear.
the feeling of being hurt sucked.hAix..
went to clinic,fever,chest pain..etc.

SUNDAY
pon church=D
met my dear dear near her house.
hugged her like siao...
it felt so good to b in her arms.
afterall, it was my fault the previous night.
i will never hurt her again.

she accompanied me home.
den i rested for one hour.
in the end she also fell asleep.
after that, we took a cab to AMK.

we went to her softball teacher's home.
hahAx..
at first i was alone downstairs waiting for them to finish.
but my dear dear and phy brought me up ultimately.
very paiseh.. see her teacher.LOlx.

after that, we went to phy's home.
her parents very nice to get along with.
had fried rice for dinner b4 playing blackjack again.
hahAx.. that night my dear dear and i won around 20 plus.
not bad la..
we den took a cab home.
sunday is a great day=D

HIM and HER together all day.
i really cherish her.

MONDAY
went back to skl.
reached at around 8.15am.
sian la..kena caught by my principal..
asked me to wear my badge,nametag and tie.
KNN.
first two periods i fell asleep during maths lesson.
during PE, i spend the whole 1 and a half hours outside the general office.
sian..kena nagged all the way.

after skl, i went back home with shannon.
had a smoke.
den we went to kovan b4 taking a cab to pick my dear dear up.
btw. a big THANK YOU to her sb mates as they let her bat first so she can have more time with me=D

i went to PS with my dear dear.
wah, so long nv go there with her alr.


TODAY
my dear dear woke me up at 6.20.
for once, i am early for skl.
hahAx. thanks dear.

today, surprisingly, my DM did not bother to look for me.
i spent the first 4 periods sleeping.
very tired.
because of that, my last two fingers of my right hand was numb for practically the whole day.
zzz.

after skl, i went to bugis to play pool with junjie and tw.

after pool, i went to meet jasmine.
today her team won opss.
16-3.
complete thrashing la...
hahAx..

feeling tired now.
wanna sleep alr.





I LOVE U DEAR.
SEE YA TML.
^^
posted @ 9:26 PM



i am weak now
zzz....
posted @ 11:05 AM




on tuesday,
my dear dear,pei,kelly,junde,junjie,guanyong,kwan,siang,damien,tw,gina and miya came over to my place.
had dinner at my place.
LOLx.
tt day quite fun la..
i met my dear dear at her teacher's block.
den walk over to meet my frens den go my house.
the house super alot of ppl..
small house ma.

after dinner, me,kel,pei and my dear dear went to the carnival.
had a fun time there.
but we only had like 2 rides each due to the shortage of funds.
but nevertheless, we still enjoyed ourselves.
pei and kel felt like vomitting after their second ride.

first time i ride this kinda things.
no kick lei.
i wish to ride something more exciting and dangerous.
hahAx.

next time perhaps....


cb lo...i dunno wtf is gonna happen to me tml.
i pon skl on friday,wednesday and today.
knn...
hongan liao.
i also no MC to cover up my absence.
and today i missed two papers for my CA1,history and emaths.

dunno,duncare la...
LOLx..

my dear dear very poor thing.
every morning cannot wake me up.
i wake up alr den fall asleep again.
actually, today i wanted to go to skl just on time for my exam.
my dear dear woke me up ma..
i was thinking..."can rush la,can rush de"
den i bathed finish...
i wanted to take a snooze.
knn,
my dear dear thot i in skl liao..
den she felt that something wrong lei.
called me...
i looked at the time....
she having recess le..
_|_
in the end, pon the whole day la!!!
actually wanted to go buy MC..
lazy la..
u see ar.....
i supposed to kena disciplinary action on wednesday.
i friday and wednesday no mc.
den today got mc like got use liddat.
LOLx..
i hope i can wake up tml.
i really hope so la..
hahAx....
oh well...
c first lo.






I LOVE MY DEAR DEAR.
I WILL ALWAYS RUN BACK TO U=D
SEE U TML.
AND CONGRATS FOR WINNING AHS.
I KNEW U CAN DO IT
LOVE YA.
posted @ 12:26 AM








today i went out to meet gina,nehemia and my brother in ps.
meet kelvin, one cool tattooist along the way.
i am super tempted to make a tattoo...but wait till some other time la..
must consider first.
today i bought 3 packs of cigs. believe it?
one pack for kelvin..he ask me to help him buy as he got stomachache.
one pack for my brother's frens in the afternoon.
one pack at night for them also.
zzz...

LOLx..
anw, today had a fun time.
played pool with mia.
great guy with great skills..
den slack around.
ate kfc.

we very bored.
den we diao ppl..
LOLx..
the ppl stare at us den look away.
we were walking in orchard when one guy carrying a bag with 3 other frens.
i think they malay or indonesians.
that guy go squat down and attempted to look under gina's skirt and give those noise.
the "choot choot" sound.
den we walk back.
i scolded that fucker like fuck.
den they all apologize to us.
"sorry sorry sorry brother...very sorry sorry sorry".
hahAx..
den put their hands on my shoulders as a way of saying sorry.
despo fuckers.
i walk over to that fucker and i caught him staring at some angmoh's breasts.
pervertic fucker.
i catch him doing tt to my dear dear i think he will b eating my fist for supper.
anw.
i think we look rather intimidating.
same goes for mia.
but my brother yaya papaya la..
dunno wtf he doing.
i guess they did not expect us to turn back and gan them.
but we did!!!
one 17 year old, one 15 year old, one 14 year old and a 13 year old.
LOLx.

they are like fucking adults la.. all 30+ year olds.

anw, we all hang out in my place.
thus, i took a pic of the 3 of them.
LOlx.








I MISS U,DEAR.
I REALLY HOPE TO SEE U TML.
COME MY HOUSE FOR DINNER AND CARDS.
I LOVE,FOREVER AND EVER DEAR.
U ARE MY LIFE.=D
posted @ 1:30 AM



i met my dear dear finally for around 1 hour ytd. she sneaked off downstairs to meet me while her parents rest at home. i was so happy to see her. ytd very EMO. we simply cant bear to part. hAix...saddening..
taken in whampoa...
taken in tiong bahru
how i look without specs? give comments pls...LOLx.
taken on reunion night. my dear dear misses me. i took this pic and send to her.
in tiong bahru. went off for a smoke with my brother. see how stupid he looks with a dick hanging from his mouth.LOL
me and my brother in whampoa
my brother,gerald.
posted @ 12:22 PM




this is my first pic of the day. this is wat i wear today for reunion. had reunion at tiong bahru(grandparents' home).

my brother using his phone. we very bored there.LOLx.serious...

me and kwan went out for a walk. very stuffy and boring. went out for a smoke.

a view of tiong bahru.
met daniel for pool. the carnival is so fun. in the end we nv enter. very gay lei. imagine and daniel holding each other's hands and screaming away.
*puke*
i swear to the extent of my abilites to bring jasmine to this carnival on tuesday=D






i am feeling rather depressed now.
i miss her alot.
let me brief my activities today.
ok..
in the morning, my beautiful sleep was disrupted by ben.
he said he got prob in bishan.
but settled alr..
sian..dun wanna sleep back again.
i kena awaken many times this morning alr..

i slacked with my brother as we very bored at home.

den we went for reunion.
we kena treated like aliens liddat.
cause last year my family nv attend reunion due to some family conflict.
heck la..
most impt is my mood is not spoiled over trival matters.

went to boon keng with my brother to meet my brother's gf.
jasmine was damned near to me cause she also having her dinner there.
i was in macs when ben spotted me.
LOlx..
my dear dear took the opportunity to meet me too.
i was damned happy to see her.
den when i going to leave, she met me again.

now...i miss her terribly..
i cant help but let a few tears roll..
hAix...getting EMO now..LOlx..
this whole weekend plus monday cant meet her.
we meet for less den 10 mins today.
seconds count....
i nv wasted a single second at all....

I LOVE U DEAR.
I TAKE MORE PICS AGAIN TML.
I MISS U ALOT.
HOPE TO SEE U AGAIN SOON.
I PROMISE TO BRING U TO THE CARNIVAL IF POSSIBLE
MUACKS.



lastly, happy CNY to everyone.


HUAT AR.........
=D
posted @ 12:01 AM






ok... i wanna talk about today first.
today,my dear dear woke me up.reminded me to get mc.
LOlx..
today very rushy lo.
i woke up at around 11am.
helped my mother to mop the floor..
den i went to meet ben at serangoon.
today smth funny happened.
he asked me on the phone to get a packet of duck rice for him.
i bought two packets,cause i thot that packet is for him.
ultimately, that packet is meant for his mother.
omg, i stunned tio.
LOLx..

after meeting him, i went to meet my cousin,kwan outside my skl.
heng ar, i nv enter.. my DM back in skl alr..
today i pon skl without mc.
dunno wat will happen to me on wednesday^^
anw, i pei kwan to hougang green to have his hair done.
his hair is nicely done..
ash brown or smth la..
the colour is nice too.
=D

i den went to ps to meet my dear dear.
ccb, damned suey.
we reached there and there was a heavy downpour.
kwan even commented he smelt the smell of rain while we were going up the escalator.
we waited for awhile and when the rain got smaller, we chiong to paradigm.
very happy to meet my dear dear.

hang out with her and PEI for awhile.
they went to bugis to shop...again.
=.="
i played pool with jonas and shannon.
after that, i went to bugis on my own accord to find her.
hahAx.miss her too much i guess.

walked around at bugis b4 taking 133 home.
did i mention there was a kaypo ah pek tt keep seems interested in jasmine and myself?!
fucker ah pek, go fuck ur wife la.

LOlx..
kidding..
when i left the bus, i was super unwilling to let go of her hand.
i will miss her terribly the moment i leave her.
she also feels the same way)):
i love her, i sometimes wish is there a way fro acceptance from her parents?
i wish we can b together openly.
tough times... but i cherish the time i have with her=D
I LOVE U DEAR.

btw, my father got one fucking big box of cigs he intend to sell to the coffeeshops after CNY.
i am super tempted to take a few.
:/




now lets talk about ytd.
damned cb la..
i in skl...
my handphone under my desk..
the cb maths teacher come over cause i shouted "CB LA!!"
he saw my phone under my desk..
cb kaypo char siew bao.

he said " give me that"
i said " dun want lei"
he threatened to get my discipline mistress here and den she will confiscate my phone all the same.
i said "anything lo"
i even pressed him for an answer.
i asked him when will he return.
he said he will go according to the book which is 10 fucking weeks.

fuck his mother la.

den he said he will pass it to my DM.
which is 100% 10 weeks again.

fuck his mother again la.


den he damned gay and fat one..
try to keng fierce.
i see thru him as clear as glass.
no one can intimidate gerard wong=D

anw.. shannon overheard my ms koh and kwok talking.
kwok: gerard thinks he can get away with everything.must punish him.
ms koh: suspend him?

den they walk away.
they den went to my class.
my classmate,jack boon, gave me his lousy phone for the teacher to confiscate.
he bring 2 phones ma..one is a lousy one..his real phone with him.
den my phone i let melvin keep.
and i passed them jack's lousy phone.

L O S E R !

after skl, kwok wanted to talk to me.
kwok: tell me wat happened.
i told him lo.
kwok: iCans(detentions) apparently doesnt work on gerard wong. therefore we will discuss with the vp for ur punishment on wed.
he den show me my record which is 3 pages full.
late,pon skl,sleep in class,talk back to teachers, bla bla....

kwok: if u dun attend iCan today or pon skl tml, ur punishment on wed will escalate.

SERIOUSLY LA... U THINK I GIVE A FUCK?!

i supposed to attend iCan at 3.45.
at that time, i was happily chatting with jj in jooseng.
LOLx.
and not to mention i pon skl today.
shiok.

i den went to meet my dear dear.
she like very worried for me...
hahAx..
dun worry la..
used to it alr..

i hope i kena caning..
fast and case closed.
i hope it is not suspension.
very boring de.....zzz...
c the situation lo...i hope it is not both..
nvm, i try to argue or rather, debate my way out.



signing off now.
shall blog tml i guess.

I LOVE U DEAR.
I ENJOY BEING WITH U.
HOPE I CAN B GLUED TO U.
LOVE YA<3
posted @ 1:14 AM



first thing i wanna wish everyone including my dear dear is.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

hahAx.
today i met my dear dear at serangoon.
my father fetched me there.
LOLx. he see me dressed up nicely with a present on hand he know i am up to something cheeky.
i saw my dear dear walking down the overhead bridge to meet me,
i passed her the present.
out of the blur, she passed me this "lollipop"
heard that her friends did the baking,etc.
but nevertheless, thanks all the same=D
i like it alot.LOLx..
today we practially spend the whole day in tampines.
just the 2 of us.
we hang around there until around 6.30.
den we headed back to serangoon by 81 again.
today is a great day.
just HIM & HER.


I LOVE U DEAR.
THANKS FOR THE PRESENT.
THANKS FOR THE DAY.
MUACKS~ love ya=D
posted @ 12:01 AM




lets have a glimpse of wat i got for my dear dear for vday.
i shall not reveal wat is inside. perhaps tml or smth...^^

i wanna post this entry purely about us.

it started on 12/12/06.
really, this is the best day i could ever asked for.
this is the first time i am so serious over a girl.
this is the first time i love a girl so much tt i can sacrifice basically anything for her.
this is the first time i cried so bitterly over a girl.
this is the first time i recieved something for valentine's day.
this is the first time i am going to enjoy valentine's day with my special someone.
this is the first time i buy a present for a special someone for valentine's day.
and this is the first time i am so happy,looking forward to and writing down about valentine's day.

DEAR.. u are damned special to me.
i have many "first times" with u.
u are really my sunshine.
i cant imagine life without u now.
i believe i will just lead an empty life.
quit skl, still out of my home....
the joy and the love will not exist in me if u are not here.

it all started on september last year when i first saw u.
october when i had feelings for u.
november when i started to go for u.
and december, when i finally get u.
i really really hope it will remain this way or better.
never once have i ever imagine i can finally settle down with the girl i truly love.
but, i found u.
=D



i love u dear.
always.
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!!
i love u,love u,love u...
u are my one and only dear.
hahAx, thanks for the video,
it moved me..

u are the best present i can ever recieve.
really.
u are the best and most important girl in my life now.
cant wait to see u later.
I LOVE U~
posted @ 12:09 AM







HAPPY SECOND MONTH DEAR!!!!!

LOLx..
today is the second month of my relationship with jasmine.
i am happy to say tt my relationship with her so far is very smooth and loving.
LOlx.
i never regret my choice of being with her.
hahAx,
in fact. this 2 months can say is the best 2 months in my life so far.
=D
LOVE U DEAR!!!


today after skl, i went to ps with my dear dear.
very fun~
spend a long time with her.
but time flies when i am with her.
hahAx..
i enjoy every moment with her.
cant wait to see her soon.
feeling tired now.blogging tml.



LOVE YA DEAR. muacks.
posted @ 1:15 AM




today my i took a cab from church. no mood to attend.
daniel not there with me.
LOlx.
i went to meet my dear dear instead.
she going to AMK to pass money to her aunt or smth.
1000 bucks in cash.
hahAx..heng we nv got robbed along the way.
anw..today my dear dear wear until sibei chio.
=D
really lo.. shorts, new black shirt and make up.
wah... damned pretty today.

we went to the AMK hub and walked around..
dear, can u forgive me for hitting ur nose stud?
SORRY DEAR!!

today i had a fun time with her.
just the 2 of us..walking around.
den tee and makus joined us later.

i had to rush home as the pastors coming to my house to cleanse our house and pray for us.
chiong cab home.
thanks to my dear dear again,
she lend me 10 to take cab.
hahAx.
nowadays very broke...
sian...

feeling tired now.
shall blog more tml.
afterall, tml is our second month!!







DEAR, HAPPY SECOND MONTH IN ADVANCE,
I ALWAYS LOVE U!
U ARE MY LIFE,DEAR.
I CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT U NOW.
CHERISHING U ALWAYS=D
SEE YA TML~
posted @ 11:28 PM



today i wake up and i dreaded the weekend.cause i cant get to see my dear. but she changed my mentality about the weekend by coming over to hougang.LOLx. even though i had an hours time with her, i still enjoyed her company. today she wear until sibei ganpua CHIO!!
((: i love her alot...

CNY clothings. one pair of levi's. 2 long sleeved shirts and 1 black polo tee.




i packed my room today. exterior and interior now super neat k?!!!
i even changed my bedsheets. now my room is damned neat.
LOlx.





i shall blog more tonight i guess.
MY DEAR DEAR ROCKS!!
LOVE YA~
posted @ 4:20 PM

this is gonna b a boring and fucked up weekend~
_|_
posted @ 10:25 AM

today in class very sian. i wrote "i miss u,dear". took a pic of it and mms it to my dear dear. LOLx. the above pic is wat she intended to send me. so sweet.LOLx.
going to be our second month on monday. vday on wednesday. my love for her is still as strong as ever((:
at night, i went out with my parents to shop. i like this shirt. in the end, i bought two long sleeve shirts and one polo tee.

this 3 pics from here are taken in kwan's house. today is his bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAN!! today he damned shiok. go register for driver test.knn. guanyong shaved his armpit hair. damned sexy. =P


after i met my dear dear. i was in serangoon waiting for my parents to fetch me to go shopping. went to a high hdb block and took a pic. the sun was awesome. i can see jasmine's house form the view.LOLx.. miss her ma.. so went up and think about her at the same time enjoy the wind and scenery.

on the way home from skl, i saw this gay. walk like a gay.wear a tightfit pink shirt. tight jeans,highcut shoes tt look like fuck. carry a handbag....omg
my new classmate mel draw this for me. nice right?
today in class mel brought his bow and arrow.. damned boring today. so took pics and chatted lo.















sian~
this weekend i can hardly step outta the house.
knn..must wait till monday b4 i can see my dear dear again.
i can die from the wait...
zzz.

I LOVE U DEAR.
and i miss u alot now.
=D
posted @ 1:21 AM





hahAx...
i decided to upload this two pics.
the top is my infamous brother, junde.
the bottom one is my new classmate..
small boy according to my standards...2 years younger den me((:
LOLx..
melvin is the name...hahAx

today very saddening.
i just reached home and i found out my bro break with his girl.
WTF!!
they were together a few hours back..
fuck... i dunno how to accept this news.
but b strong bro...it isnt over yet

just now i met my dear dear as usual.
hahAx.
had a sweet time with her.
I LOVE YA!!

i came back from hougang plaza.
played pool with ben.
wtf!!
1: i am super lousy in pool now. anyone can trash me.
2:ben is super tyco..KNN...play punch lose like siao..

anw, overall today is a great day,with some exceptions.
today is my baby brother's bday.
i forgotten about it.
getting present for him soon.
upload his pics some other time la..

next monday is my 2nd month with my dear.
next wednesday is v day.
life is great so far...seriously.
imagine my dear doesnt exist.
my life now will b shit.
with her, magic happens.
LOLx..

I ALWAYS LOVE U.
SEE YA TML,DEAR.
LOVE U!!
posted @ 10:23 PM

feeling tired now.

i think i post a short one today.
LOLx.
today not tt good in skl.
kena scolded and counselled.
sian~

i met my dear dear today near her skl.
went to have a chat with her.
i kena tickled,poked,whacked...LOLx.
tortured by her.
but ultimately, still fun la.
but sometimes pain la...

today i can only hope tt things between daniel and jesslyn will be the same as b4.
and that their relationship will grow stronger lo.
i also dun feel like posting the details up here la.
think of it also feel sad for daniel.

anw, seeing my dear dear tml.
hahAx..
seems that she is my source of happiness and hope.
my dear dear really makes my life meaningful...and fun.
LOLx..

always loving u,dear.
i love u!!
hope u get ur handphone back.
hahAx
((:
posted @ 12:13 AM



today very tired.

my eyes are closing as i type this post.

today nth much in skl la..
same old shit, same old teachers
ultimately, it is boring....

after skl. went home den met my dear dear.
that little and limited time i had today can say is the best moment of today lo.
hAix... skl really sucks. boring like fuck.

i cant wait to attend skl tomorrow.
fuck it la..yeah right!
LOLx.



i love my dear dear.
hope i can spend more time with u~
((:
posted @ 10:33 PM








today in the morning i was in a bad mood.
den around 2 to 3pm. my mood was instantly the opposite from b4 as my dear dear called me.
i felt the bag of stones released from my back.
LOLx.

my dear dear spend today with peiling and her family shopping in vivo.
i spend my day with daniel.
we went to PS.
went shopping for vday.
LOlx..
had a fun time with my best fren.
we lamed around and walked around.
den we met cailing,jieying,kelly and one more girl in paradigm.
hahAx..
wat a coincidence.

today not bad la.
gosh...having a headache now.
got to sleep soon.
i believe my dear dear is alr dreaming le.

i cant wait to see her tml.
ALWAYS LOVING U DEAR.
SEE YA TML!
^^
posted @ 11:05 PM