Gerard&Jasmine








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My Hidden Past




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dear~
i dunno wat is bothering u today?
can tell me?

I LOVE U DEAR.
I ENJOYED TODAY WITH U,WATCHING 200POUNDS BEAUTY
MUACKS~
posted @ 11:06 PM

wednesday afternoon. raining~
spend my time with my deardear in ps, in cuppage den went to tution.
attended pei's ahma's funeral b4 tution.
R.I.P
taken by my deardear,nicer den the first pic=D
deardear~ she is perfect.
taken during tution...kena forced to act cute....
sweet design on my deardear's hand
jas and dum
during tution
*yawn*

...
oh, this is taken on tuesday. me,deardear and kel went to AMK pizzahut to have lunch. i had beef meatball bolognise,my deardear had fish ole baked rice while kel had pizza.
eat until fucking full....
i fell asleep in the beginning, tired ma... i was really asleep in that pic.LOlx.

deardear and kel...
posted @ 10:43 PM







MONDAY--- in skl, i took a pic of melvin's spongebob boxers.
i still find my yellow spongebob boxers nicer and more striking.
HUMPH~
anw, after skl, i went to meet my deardear and we went to AMK hub.
had pepper lunch. we chose the same meal. FATE!!!
hahAx, double chicken steak, ownage, we enjoyed our meal.
we saw J.Wong in AMK =.="
wat a coincidence, after tt, we hung out and listened to music. my deardear's handphone looks great now without the condom case.LOLx.





SATURDAY--- i met my deardear and peiling. they kena bombed to going to skl early in the morning to have an oral test but no one(even the teachers) arrived.
my deardear went home to do her hmk while daniel and i went to sengkang to meet ben for a talk and drink.
at around 4, dan,me,deardear,phy,kel,cuttlefish and phy went out together.
we went to play pool.i enjoyed tt day with my deardear.
we went to bugis fusion 2 to play.
shiok.
in the end, i fell asleep in the bus.
hahAx.
shall post more tml.





LOVE YA LOTS DEARDEAR
=D
posted @ 8:39 PM



today i took a snapshot of my deardear during tution. she look simply adorable lo.today my deardear had her NAPFA test in punggol park. i took a pic of the view. quite nice though, LOlx.
she is the top girl runner in her class^^ *clap clap*
another snapshot of my deardear when she played her game



my classmates. mel and sam. both cut botak. mel(the fat fat one) try his best to act beng. something i alr attempted 2 years ago.....
on monday.... i played pool with my deardear in cuppage. i was sitting there and she said she wanted to take a pic of me coz i look cute in this position?!?!
LOlx.




everyday i spend with her is great.
i really cherish her alot.
i love u lots dear.
see u tml, i mean later on in around 13 hours time.
muacks=D
posted @ 12:31 AM













12/04/07
OUR FOURTH MONTH.
after the stupid misunderstanding, i learn to treasure her more.
my deardear baked cookies for me even though it is not cookies.
i dunno how to describe.
but it is damned sweet of her.
on 12.04.07, we went out to PS.
one perfect day with her.
I LOVE HER LOTS.
MUACKS=D
THANKS FOR THE PRESENT DEAR.
I LOVE IT.
I CHERISH U DEAR,4EVER
posted @ 10:17 PM



EMOing....
stupid junjie in bugis macs
clowns.

on saturday.
posted @ 1:03 AM

TODAY SUCKS. . .

my deardear and i had an argument.
over one trival misunderstanding.

i was in macs with my frens at that time.
den my deardear called me.
it was damned bloody noisy at my side.
so i sometimes cannot hear wat she is talking.

the root of the prob was when she asked me whether i had lunch alr anot?
i said nope.
den she said she also havent yet.
BUT,
I FUCKING HEARD WRONGLY!!!
she asked me whether i smoked today,
and i said nope.
WTF!!
den after talking for awhile,
she asked me whether i eaten alr anot?
that moment i was abit puzzled..coz i was wondering why is my deardear asking me the same qn twice.after that, she asked me how i spent my money.
i mentioned that i bought a pack of cigs on monday night with daniel.
i took 2 sticks on that night and 2 sticks today.
my deardear was sharp, she noticed the flaw and countered that i told her i never smoke today.
den i kena stunned. because i cannot recall whether i really said tt anot.

den she sounded disappointed and hung up the phone.
fuck.
i tried to rembr our conversation and realise she must have asked me but i heard wrongly or something.
cb la. my world came crashing down at that moment.
both of us were down and out.

i spent time alone at serangoon. thinking away..
bought a pack of cigs(but only smoked 2), carlsberg and greentea.
i really had to b alone.
if i hang out with my frens, i will just b like a bomb.
so i rather keep to myself for the time being.
after smoking, i slashed my arm.
the pain really made me alive and angrier den before.
i vented my anger on the firehose door.
one punch and it broke... the smashing of the glass satisfied me i guess...
i had mixed emotions, anger,sadness,loneliness and i missed her.
after the anger died down, the waves of sadness suddenly came crashing in.
i wanted to cry out, but i kept telling myself to control.
cb, which fucker told me that girls are more emotional?
after some clarifications with my deardear,
everything is alright now i guess,hopefully.
but through and through, it is still my fault.
I AM SORRY DEAR.CAN U FORGIVE ME?

i hope this nightmare will end. i realise how impt she is to me.
my emotions are evoked and manipulated easily by her.
i am angry at myself because of her.
i am sad when she is away from my embrace.
i am jealous sometimes i admit.
i am heartbroken over some teasing from her even though it is mere tease.

i really cannot live without her, my life will b pointless. every morning, my day starts with her voice. everyday, i look forward to meeting her.every night, i am thinking of the good times we have and wat the next day is going to offer for the both of us.

she is the first girl i have gone through alot with.
she is the first girl tt i made the most sacrifices to, the most attention and commitment and love to. she is my life. and i will be damned if someone comes over to snatch her away or bully her.
i think if that day comes, i will fucking kill that bastard or bitch.






i love u deardear.
sorry about today.
=D
posted @ 12:40 AM

SATURDAY

today is my deardear's match against RGS.
we were supposed to meet together to have breakfast at 6.15am in serangoon mac.
unfortunately, both of us couldnt get up.
and i overslept, thus i couldnt make it to the match.
i slapped myself(not to hard) for missing it.
they lost....
but the worst thing was my deardear sprained her foot during the process.
she slide and she is safe, but the cb umpire said it was unsafe or wadeva the term is.
knn...
she is going to jolin's concert with phy and her sis.
i met up with her near her house.
when i found her, she was depressed, totally.
i was thinking at that moment, "which fucker bullied my deardear?"
it turned out tt she sprained her foot and had difficulty walking about.
i knew about it around the time when i met her.
she is in a helpless state, i couldnt help but feel sorry for her. but wat can i do?
FUCK RGS and NANYANG la... knn.
that day was raining..... very inconvienient..
she went home to take the camera den i took a cab and picked her at her block and went to cityhall to meet phy and her sister.
had pizzahut for dinner.
den i went to bugis to wait for the time to pass....
later on, i took a cab to fetch my deardear home.
ultimately, we walked to take 158.
at serangoon macs, i piggybacked her, den we both lost balance and fell.
i fell on top of her. LOLx... but both of us were fine..heng...
den we bade goodbye after talking for a while.



SUNDAY
went out with family for one whole fucking day.
damned boring.
met my deardear for half an hour after she wen to the chinese doctor to wrap her leg.
highlight of the day=D



MONDAY
after skl, i fetched my deardear to kovan by cab.
we had yoshinoya for lunch and den we went to serangoon block to sit down and talk.
it was a hot and humid day tt day.
but nevertheless, i had a great time with her.
fetched her home by cab again=D
posted @ 12:26 AM



I AM BACK.
i spend 3 days or more away from home coz my mother kicked me out.
i reached home ytd at night which is on a friday and my mother kicked me out on tuesday night.
my mother discovered the lovebite.
knn.. den i argued with her lo.
she that time said i 17 years old den can have gf because above 16 le ma..
now she go back on her words.
that night i very dulan.
i smashed the photoframe den i left the house.
gerald helped me packed my things into a bag and threw downstairs for me.
daniel took me in. hahAx, his parents very kind. this few days give me a place to stay, food to eat and wash my clothes.
ok..back to that night.
after i settled down in daniel's house,
we left again for my house.
this time we brought a fucking big and heavy wrench with us in case we need to break the lock to the chute.
my cb laobu threw down the teddy bear jasmine gave me into the chute.
NNB. luckily gerald put it inside the plastic bag ar.
the chute was not locked. i put my hand into a plastic bag den i pulled out the damned container.
fucking smelly and cockroaches were RUNNING about.
fucking disgusting... i wouldnt do this act for 10 bucks..
i rummaged the container for a plastic bag with a soft texture beneath it.
finally, i found my teddy bear.
brought home to wash it.
no matter wat,this is the first time i do this kind of disgusting thing. but it was worth it.

WEDNESDAY
this is a great day.
serious.
jasmine skipped her remedial and extra training for the sake of me.
touched~
den we met and we went to kovan first for our lunch.
den we went to a block near her house to talk.
LOLx.

i rushed home to change and rush again for tution.
wednesday is a day of emotions.


THURSDAY
my deardear had a match aginst nanyang.
they are cheaters la..
fuck.. extend until the time dunno go where.
nnb. peicai lost.
but technically, they shld win.
hope their appeal will b successful.

after meeting my deardear,
i went for a songka at aljunied cresent.
i dunno why i kept joking that night.
not to mention when we were back.
there were whiners....



FRIDAY
met my deardear at peiling's block.
that day me,jasmine,peiling and baoping went out together.
had LJS for lunch in cineleisure
den we went to takashimaya and wisma atria for walks.

after that,
me and jas went to cuppage.
hahAx. listened to stairway to heaven.
den we played pool.
it was FUN.
even though there were only the two of us.
we joked and had pure fun.
den we took an mrt to AMK.
took 25 to serangoon north and met phy.








I LOVE MY DEARDEAR.
SHE IS WITH ME ALL THE WAY
LOVE U LOTS AND LOTS.
posted @ 1:33 PM



today i finally get to meet her again=D
we met at peicai den we went to PS.
hung out at the usual place.
talk alot. 2 days without her simply sucks.
roses.kiss.hugs.
hahAx. i am simplifying wat happened.

anw, this morning i spend my time in the gym with ben.
i hope to build up soon. i wanna get rid of those fucking fats.

lastly, i am thinking of getting a transfer to peicai.
afterall, this year i will b in sec3 in maris stella den sec4 next year.
i might as well drop to normal acad sec4 in peicai and take N levels this year den take O lvls next year.
at least i have a goal for this year instead of wasting another year in maris stella.
nonetheless, i have an N lvl cert.
sec3 is boring me to death.
not to mention, jasmine is in peicai. double bonus=D
wat do u all think??







LOVING U ALWAYS DEARDEAR.
TODAY IS GREAT=D
THRASH NANYANG GIRLS TML...(make them laolan,cb pua)
=D
hope i am not tt evil.LOlx.
posted @ 10:48 PM



this weekend sucks.
i fucking hate it.
posted @ 11:34 PM