todae ish christmas.
n i dun feel dat it ish fun at all besides gng out wif my dear.
went out wid my dd.
went hm ard 5pm.
i dun understand my parents.dey told me tu go hm early.in e end,i ended up vacuumin e floor n doin other hse chores.
it ish a maid lyk wad my dd sae.
n my mum kipon nag bt mi.
abt my habits..my clothes..n everythin.
i wish i could tape her mouth up.
butt i felt dat e more she nag.i feel more happy.
bcos she's irritated by mi.
i was jus amgchio-in all e while.
well,
at nite went tu my cousin's grandparents hse for diner.
went dere bcos for RESPECT.
we aint christians mus sho formal mehs?
went dere,ate,watch tv went hm.
WOW.fantastic isnt it?
went hm.
my fuckin irritatin fatty bro.realli irritatin.
n he ish realli childish.
i realli hope he cn grow up one dae.
n not continuin behavin lyk a retarded fat fuck.
he poked my face,hit my head wif a pillow.n off all e lights when i m usin e laptop in e rm.sibei childish.
i jus cant b bothered.
if i fight back,i tink i m more childish n stupid.
sho i wun get irritated.((:
i wil smile back n mak him more angry.
tis ish my technique.((:
my dad threaten tu off e internet which i dun giv a fuck.
in e end i wil still on it back.
dey tired deir prob wad.
oso nt mi.y mus i go tu slp when i m nt tired.
damn stupid.
tmr oso no sch.
i tink dey jus hav nth beta tu do.
i jus hope tmr cum faster bcos i cn meet my dd.
n my both parents go tu work.
love my dear lotsa.
muacks.
signnin off.
posted @ 11:19 PM